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Having dressed in a hurry, I stood in the driveway trying to spot Joe somewhere on the street, but she was nowhere to be seen. I was on the verge of panic. I could never forgive myself if I hurt Joe. Searching for the car keys in my pockets, I thought about what happened. When her eyes went from a smile into lust, I was so suprised. She is the most important person in my life, but in that moment the emotional bond we have just turned into pure desire. Of course I fantasized about her before. Who am I kidding, a few minutes ago the sight of Joe smiling at me turned me on more than Nicky and Vicky sharing a kiss and every man knows that twins are at the top male fantasy.

When I was about to open the car I heard something. Crying. I walked to the other side of the car and saw Joe leaning at the front tire. Pulling her legs to her chest. Tears were running down her face. I froze. When she ran out I knew instantly I had to go after her to make things right, but now I realized I had no idea what Joe was feeling, why she ran out or how I could possibly fix this.
After one last deep breath I moved closer to her and knelt beside her.

„Joe? Are you okay?“, I reached out and touched her arm. She immediately tried to get away from me.

„Please, don't!“ she said. I could barely understand her. She wouldn't look at me, her eyes were fixed at the other side of the street.

„I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to pressure you into anything, but when I saw you, I don't know what happened, I just couldn't stop myself. You just looked so beautiful and it felt so right. I....“ I tried to find the words, but just sat there silently looking at her.

„I am such an idiot. Everytime when I catch myself looking at you I remind myself how much I love you and I would never jeopardize what we have. I should have respected your boundaries. Can you forgive me? Joe? Say something.“ I felt myself at the verge of crying.

Tears were still running down her cheeks, but she had pulled herself together. Hear breathing got calmer.

„What is wrong Joe? Talk to me.“ I tried to reach for her arm again and she didn't back down.

„It's nothing. I overreacted. “ Joe wiped away the tears and stood up. But something wasn't right. I knew her to well. She wasn't telling me everything. She wouldn't look me in the eyes.

„It's not nothing. I know you well enough to know that. Please, tell me.“ I insisted. We had to talk about this, because I wouldn't take the chance that this thing would stand between us, let us grow apart.

„I'm sorry, . I am so sorry!!“ Joe suddenly blurted. Her eyes started to fill with tears again. She threw herself at me, burying her face into my chest. I put my arms around her. I had no idea what was going on, in my mind it was clear that I messed up, this was my fault.

„Joe, I messed up. It was me. You did nothing but being there. I admit your looks weren't helping in this particular situation, but I am a member of the gender that thinks about sex every 30 seconds.“
I tried to lighten the mood a little bit, even though I have never seen her like that as long as I know her. I didn't know what to do. She stepped back and I let her go.

„It was my fault! The whole trip down here I felt strange, everything was a little bit off. When we were......I mean......“ she tried to explain what was going on. She looked me in the eyes, her lips were moving, but no words came out.

„You don't need to tell me if you don't want to. I'm only afraid I screwed up and that this stupid mistake will cost me the most important thing in my life.“ I tried to lift the weight off Joe. The last thing I wanted was her to feel pressured or anything guilty.

She said something under her breath so that I couldn't understand it.

„What?“

 

What did Joe say?


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